*GUIDELINES

RE-ALIGN MY CORE.

     01.         activity, interactions ⅋ communication, i am nothing more but a slow writer. i work 24/7 and often times have no time for myself. i try to be online to like posts ⅋ goof off, a lot of times i miss it and just not in the right headspace. i'm always down to write with you, i just ask that you show the same interest rather using me than just a count.     02.        i used to be duplicate friendly, but that's changed over some time as i'm trying to comfort my zone the more i'm on tumblr. don't take me blocking you personal. close friends, long time mutuals. if you write astarion ⅋ i know you. you pretty much are excluded from this. i don't care if you write with other astarions. don't know why it must be said but it's tumblr.     03.        i do not care for drama, i am not callout friendly unless that individual is an honest threat (racism, predatory behaviors and any type of phobia is not petty drama). tumblr often hides those who are truly a danger and callouts are often started by failing friendships and petty bickering. communication is extremely important. i value communicating our problems like honest adults than that of children. if you cannot do the same then please refrain from interacting/following me.

     04.         shipping isn't a need unless we've discussed it and have written for some time, but each ship will take place in their respective universe as my main ship is with jaina's original character ( @kolduniya ). i always mention jaina's character as we've plotted way beforehand and had weaved each of their story together. #evstarion4ever. absolutely no cheating threads or anything resulting in abuse, etc.     05.        i'm best friends with my block button, i cannot stress enough how much communication is needed. we are adults. if you misread something. ask me the situation and i'll be happy to tell you that nothing i post is about you. please do not act as if you know me, do not be overly affectionate if we just met. i will not be your personal therapist.     06.        my name is vampyre, just some goth who happens to be a fan of neil newbon fan. i've been writing astarion since december of 2022, developed him a lot over the months and here i am again. previously mindflae, firstspawn and backscar. i'm pretty nice and i enjoy making others laugh.     CREDITS.      PSD by pinkinnards. graphics were made by me unless stated otherwise, icon border by alfrodulls. carrd by hellscommission. artwork/sculpture upon your arrival of this carrd was made by emil melmoth.

  THE FALL OF AN ANGEL   He wore the title of a magistrate proudly, a title that his mother once owned before she turned to matters that were more important than the people of Baldur's Gate; caring to her only child Astarion and fixing her marriage that was slowly falling apart from her own lack of support and enthusiasm. Her name, her face and even the love that had been cherished had all faded into something black. Missing bits and pieces, standing in front of the many faces who were all deemed innocent watching as the man before them grow hungry by the minute. Starving, as most would say. Refusal of Astarion's mother to believe he turned into something as vile as this. Unknowing that there is someone lurking in the dark, waiting to snatch such final moments in the streets of Baludr's Gate and a monster who knew his way, knew his tongue, knew that this would be a man of perfection to create...The faces of a family who loved him were nothing more but a blackened void. All that was to remember was his final moments, the darkness casing him in, locking his view onto the Gur. Drowning in ones blood is not the way to go. The overlooking man with a look of craze and satisfaction pearing down at Astarion was enough to make him close his eyes for a moment or two. The sun becomes brighter, burning his flesh as he tries to find the strength to get himself back up but when your lungs are clogged with iron and bones birthing itself into airways, it's all too hard to focus on such. Clawed hands, is what he remembers, offering itself freely but for a price nonetheless. A savior. Astarion had deemed this hand as nothing more but a savior. That word becoming his final resting place, a word he'll hate for centuries to come.Cazador Szarr had been the guiding light, a vampire who granted Astarion the eternal gift of immortality and that of two hundred years of torment and bodily harm. Astarion was his first spawn to be created. The only spawn out of seven to be seen as the beaten dog, the one who took care of his siblings and the one to be targeted of Cazador's blind rage. The first spawn and the first to be kidnapped by the mindflayers, to be another puppet. To be another power hungry monster. To be something rather then himself.* notes. Astarion and his parents are sun elves. His relationship with them are healthy but after his corruption and power hungry nature, it leaves them with a bad taste in their mouth and a lot of conflicts. No, they aren't aware that Astarion is dead. Astarion's tombstone was bought by Cazador in a means to mock him just like his supposed poetry written into the skin of Astarion.

( ⅋ ) DOSSIER...

  full name     astarion ancunin.  nicknames     little star, the first spawn.  gender   trans man.  age     200+, 39 at death.  height     5'11.  eyes     the color of sanguine hunger; dark red, often glows in the night and reflects upon light.  hair     white, curled around his ears. medium length if not fixed.  body type     lanky with zero tone to him.  spouses     evelynn wynde. life partner.  occupation     magistrate (before his undeath).  birthday     born on the first chill of october. said to be born on the 20th.

*TIMELINES

they are the hunters, we are the foxes, and we run

     TO BREAK A CYLCE.         The present verse in which Baldur's Gate takes place, an escaped Astarion, looking for shelter. Looking for change, yet wanting to have all the power in the world just to take revenge. he joins the player character and their companions for a second chance at life. Perhaps he'll have a change of heart. perhaps he'll see the good in life.     A CROWN OF THORNS.        A verse that takes place before his enslavement. A corrupted magistrate, Astarion lives on riches, wine and the joys of sex. Selling prisoners to slavers and vampires for a price.     WARCRAFT.        A venthyr apart of the Revendreth covenant. Wicked as he was in his past life, Astarion lives in the Shadowlands as a harvester and a feaster of those whose sins are quite prideful. Astarion stands beside Prince Renathal in hopes to rid the corruption from the place he calls home.

     MY CYCLE REPEATS.         The promise and taking of a throne, Astarion takes over the Szarr throne and starts his plans of power. A consort is not of his worry, his tongue is razor sharp. His position lies still in the hands of being a magistrate once more.summary. An endless cycle of self isolation and death, he is not to be treated as equal.     MODERN.        A wannabe vampire, Astarion is a local clubber at an underground club known as Mendacium, a goth who dresses in leather looking to escape and pretends he's an honest vampire. Dyed hair, red contacts... brother, this guy smells of sex and booze.

*EXTRA PAGE

i exist for love.

notes. Astarion is portrayed heavily under the influences of death and isolation along with suicidal ideations; keep in mind that I do not shy away from ever going into details about how he was treated within the Szarr family. Astarion is seen as a 5'11 lanky man with no structure. Claws for nails, red eyes that often glow in the night and skin that's a tad bit on the "greyish" side, etc.✰ Astarion is written as PANROMANTIC ASEXUAL. Written and seen as the older and first spawn of Cazador Szarr, leaving Leon second and Violet third. Astarion does not transition until the very beginning of Act 3.✰ I write Astarion purely based off of his own good ending mixed with my own headcanons. Astarion still has interest in being a magistrate once more, but learned from past mistakes. While him and Evelynn are out looking for a cure, Astarion will eventually return to Baldur's Gate.✰ Jaina may have left the BG3 community but I am still an Evstarion worshipper.